#smh

Okay, so i just randomly felt the need to blog about this day. mm, this was like the end of the summer? & we were supposed to be bowling; but that never happened. lol. we ended up going to the Harrison football field & the park in the Madisons... & one other destination.... random, i know.  but anywho.. yeah. fast forwarding; fun day. But honestly, i kinda wish that day neverrrr happened. Since that whole... "incident"... shit hasn't been the same. Me & this guys relationship just completely went down the damn drain.. like, we used to talk everydayy.... now, i'm lucky if i talk to him like, once a month. =\ I've never really made a big deal out of, but like.. the shit makes me sick just to think about the sad reality of how we turned out. I HATE IT. But i mean, i guess it kinda is my fault. I'm a stubborn asshole, & i know it.. problem is, i can't help it! I guess it's only soo much shit one person could take from me. btw, i'm mad "Holla If You Need Me" came on as i'm writing this. WEIRDD. but yeah, back to what i was saying. I knew that whole "us" situation wouldn't last foreverrr, but i thought that friendship would... guess not? i'm not trying to say i miss us being together.. but i miss our relationship in general. so yeah... Long story short... I MISS YOU, ALOT. & I Love You Foreverrrr.......... The End.