Friday, April 30, 2010

Day Fourteen.

Day Fourteen: a picture of a time of your life that’s over and you’re happy that it is

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Day Thirteen.

Day Thirteen: a picture of a time of your life that’s over, but you wish wasn’t.

Monday, April 26, 2010

safiheivfdp04

I'M SORRY.

Day Twelve.

Day Twelve: a picture of you on top of the world.

To, Anonymous.......

Dear, ...Anonymous.....i really just don't like you.. The only thing i've EVER needed from you, was just to be there for me.... but you can't even do that. I shouldn't have to ASK you to be my dad..(guess that just gave it away..) I shouldn't have to wait till it's convenient for you to do your job.. Which is exactly what I'm doing. & I definitely shouldn't have to question if you'd pick your girlfriend over me, or even MY bestfriend over me.. Maybe it's just me.... But that shit's not okay.. So, till you get your shit figured out.. I really have nothing to say to you, nor do i have any respect for you..

...That's All.

Sunday, April 25, 2010

About the Author.

 
so, i've never really written about myself.. & i decided to do so today. This....is ME. No eyeliner, no shnazzy clothes, hair not done, no earrings...nothing. It's just me.. I'm 15[soon to be 16], I'm 5'2, i'm skinny, i have nice teeth, i have nice hair...andd, that just about wraps up the physical. Now, to get a litttle deeper. I don't like being mad at anyone, I'm a bit of an asshole, I talk exactly how i type, & I like to think i'm pretty funny. now, a litttttle deeper than before. I don't like to express my feelings, i usually don't speak up, I let everything bottle up; then i explode, & i hate for people to see me cry.. BLAH.

8 things you might not care to know..
  • I can't sleep with my closet doors open.
  • I can't take a shower with the toilet seat up.
  • I LOVE kissing... but i've been a little deprived lately.
  • I could live off of Dr.Pepper & Steak.
  • I hate feet.. with a passion.
  • My favorite word is Lovely.
  • I tend to go with the flow, ya know
  • 9 times out of 10.. i won't talk to you first.
5 people that mean the world to me..
  • Jalen
  • Shanece
  • Dionte'
  • Anthony
  • Cassandra
3 things that make me all happy n shit..
  • LOML.
  • my blackberry.
  • cute text messages. 

Day Eleven.

Day Eleven: a picture of you being absolutely ridiculous

Saturday, April 24, 2010

Day Ten.

Day Ten: the most recent picture of you

Thursday, April 22, 2010

Day Nine.

Day Nine: a picture of you truly being yourself

LOML's.

WOAH. if this picture isn't lovely, i don't know what is. Fashionistas. My dad, & my gay boyfriend ;] I just love this picture, inspirational n shit. & i think i'm gonna make it my desktop background.

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Day Eight.

Day Eight: a picture of a night you regret

mm, Happy Birthday Me.

"Got my Vans on... but, these Marc Jacobs."

#LOVELY

Day Seven.

Day Seven: a picture with one or both of your parents.

LOML.

yeh.. so, i kinda never get tired of mentioning this guy..LOVEOFMYLIFE. He gives me a reason to smile, even on my worse days..I couldn't ask for anybody else...because it gets no better than this. "The Best Thing About Me, is You." ...seriously. This is my guy, & that's just how it is. <3
oh, & that pictures makes me laugh.. lol.

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Day Six.

Day Six: a picture of you making a stupid face at the camera

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Day Five.

Day Five: a picture of you in one of your favorite outfits

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Day Four,

Day Four: the youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form

Goodnight.

so, i was thinkin' about ugly..[likealways].. & i  miss him n shit. BLAH.
 
DionteMalikDavis
i love you.


#Goodnight, Lovely People.
 

Monday, April 12, 2010

Neverland...

"Spend a lifetime tellin' you how sweet you are..
Through sex & questions, see how deep you are."
                                                          - Charles Hamilton.

Womp.


Just a couple people that make my life worth living. [:
x_x, Mykael & DaSai.
Nate- [disregard his picture]
Mykael- lol, i don't know where to starttt, guuurl. Basically.. me & you sweet as hell.. & it's fuckin' imposssible for us not act stupid together.. we never get anything accomplished, i blame it on Uncle Luke. lmfao.
DaSai- hmph, i dunno. Even though you only call me when you need something, I still love you. You like, my big brother n shit.

Soo, Yeah.. Basically..
I LOVE YALL. <3

Kyle Cameron & Karl Curtis.. =\

So, basically. I'm probably the worst big sister on planet earth. =| Sad reality, but seriously.. I definitely don't wanna be that sister that they hardly ever see, & when they grow up.. I don't want em to hate my damn guts. As of right now... That's exactly what i am. I let me & my dad's relationship affect the relationship between me & my brother's. Which is extremely childish of me... I really need to change that though.. I'm not gonna make this all long & sentimental.. I'm just gonna say I need to make some adjustments, & get my priorities in order... ASAP.

Day Three.

Day Three: a picture of you on your birthday or favorite holiday

BESTFRIENDS n shit.

So, these two.. are my BESTfriends.. in the whole wide world. Like, forreal. I honestly don't know what i would do without them. I definitely don't show/tell them how much i appreciate them as much i should. So.. here it goes.

Shanece- Whew. We got HEAVY history, brooo. We've been friends forrr.... a little over 2 years? But I swear it feels like a lifetime. You're honestly like the sister i never had. How the fuck did we go 2 months without talking to eachother..... But we lived in the same house, slept in the same bed [no homo] & went to the same school? lmfao, CRAZY. Both of us were petty as fuck back then! lmao. But yeh, we have COUNTLESS amounts of embarrassing ass pictures from our rat days, [when nobody couldn't tell us we weren't thee shit] & a couple cute pictures. & Then, all the random ass inside jokes that NOBODY [& i mean, n o b o d y] but us would understand. We live like, a whole damn country apart, but I swear it feels like we're closer than we've ever been. I put up with your random ass bitch fits & you put up with my senseless babbling when i'm feelin' all emotional n shit. I know we don't tell eachother EVERYTHING like "normal" bestfriends do... But wtf. We are definitely the FARTHEST thing from normal. But yeh, Bottom Line.. I LOVE YOU, SOO FUCKIN' MUCH. & YOU KNOW, DHES IYET.

Anthony- smh. I really don't even know where to start with you. I guess i'll start by saying, SO ICY ENT! BURR. Kold Chopsz comin' thru. lmfao, okay. but yeh, More than half of the time.. I'm a bitch to you! like, seriously. You piss me off, sooo much.. Just the littlest things you do piss me off.. But i mean hey, that's just the kinda relationship we have. We're ALWAYS together! I just can't shake yo ass, you like a damn flea! Hoed myself.. but whatev. Lowkey.. I hope yo ass don't graduate this year, cuss ima be lonelyyy as fuck. =\ Just as long as you don't forget about the Lil' Homie [me]; then we all good. All we do when we're together is talk shit about other people & We just don't give a fuck about anythingggg. I love that, That shit is fun. Oh, & not to mention our Driver/Passenger Seat Driver Road Rage. Lmfao, Crazaay!! But to Sum It All Up, I LOVE YO UGLYY ASS. RT. [ratty] & I WOULDN'T TRADE YOU FOR ANY OTHER ANNOYING ASS NIGGA!

TaeStrokes. ILY x90732980 + infinity.


"Cause i question myself if i love u too much."

 Gets me everyyytime. I love this guy, more than anyone could ever imagine. More than i could ever explain. He's not going anywhere, anytime soon.. & neither am I. ♥

Kenneth Phillip Boffman.

This guy... One of my favorite guys in the damn world. #SRSLY
as much as he gets on my nerves... i'll still love him forever n shit. I swear, EVERYTIME we talk.. we always end up arguing, but then like.. Bestfriends the next day. It's kind of a love/hate relationship. Yah Know? But yeh, I remember when we switched facebooks.. Funniest shit of my lifeee. #random. & I think my family should just adopt him.. or the other way around, whatev. Shit would be noice as hell.. But to sum it up, i love him & his paco. [: -THE END-

Sunday, April 11, 2010

LMFAOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kaleidoscope

Nas & Kelis.... #CUTEASHELL. i think they got a divorce? idk.. But yeh, i love this picture. they don't look all fake n shit. They look semi-off gaurd, & not all.. redcarpetish. Neither one of em gave a fuuuck, & that shit is noice. I ♥ Them.. Especially Her n shit. & btw, she is fuckin' Gorgeoussss. -The End

Day Two.

Day Two: a picture with someone you don’t like

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Day One.

Day One: a picture of you in your room

I Guess I'll Do It.

The Picture Challenge:
Day One: a picture of you in your room
Day Two: a picture with someone you don’t like
Day Three: a picture of you on your birthday or favorite holiday
Day Four: the youngest picture you can find of yourself in digital form
Day Five: a picture of you in one of your favorite outfits
Day Six: a picture of you making a stupid face at the camera
Day Seven: a picture with one or both of your parents
Day Eight: a picture of a night you regret
Day Nine: a picture of you truly being yourself
Day Ten: the most recent picture of you
Day Eleven: a picture of you being absolutely ridiculous
Day Twelve: a picture of you on top of the world
Day Thirteen: a picture of a time of your life that’s over, but you wish wasn’t
Day Fourteen: a picture of a time of your life that’s over and you’re happy that it is
Day Fifteen: a picture of your favorite thing
Day Sixteen: a picture of a time when you were anything but happy
Day Seventeen: a picture of you when you were a different person than you are now
Day Eighteen: a picture of you with someone you love
Day Nineteen: a picture of how’d you like the world to see you
Day Twenty: a picture that describes how you’d like to spend everyday
Day Twenty-One: a picture of when everything was changing
Day Twenty-Two: a picture that makes your heart hurt
Day Twenty-Three: a picture that makes your heart smile
Day Twenty-Four a picture of one of the best days of your life
Day Twenty-Five: a picture of you with someone you love
Day Twenty-Six: a picture of you on vacation
Day Twenty-Seven: a picture of what you consider to be your iconic “thing”
Day Twenty-Eight: a picture of you with a new friend
Day Twenty-Nine: a picture of you with an old friend

I Decided......

......I'm in Love n Shit. ♥

#thatisall

Friday, April 9, 2010

..somethin' like that n shit.

Thought Shawty was the truth, found out she was a cheater,
we were supposed to takeover, I caught her bumping Ether!
I thought shawty like Mike, found out she like Prince,
thought she was Adrian, it’s been Rocky ever since,
My dollars was down, she left me for some Euro’s,
Took my whole flavour, I call her coke zero,
Co-MVP like Kobe and Shaq,
left me for the Heat,
we were winning back to back,
said I partied too much, shawty got fed up,
shawty got Britney shaved her whole head up,
we used to make out, kissing each others face off,
Fell for the ponzi scheme, damn shawty just Made-off.

jcbnshit.

#ihaveaconfession: I Knew He Was a Dog, But I Loved His Pedigree.....

soo,

so, i'm sittin' here.. browsin' the net. & it came to me to look for something to ask Tae for, for my birthday.. & i can't think of ANYTHING. Well, i can think of alotta stuff.. but none of it really means anything. I don't want anything big, or expensive or nothin' like that.. I want something that actually has a meaning to..& is kinda special n shit.. Ya know? So, yeah.. I think i'm just gonna tell em to surprise me.

DesIt.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

mm, mm, mm.


My Gay Boyfriend n Shit...
Mr. Marc Jacobs, I Love You.
That's All, n Shit.. <3

Monday, April 5, 2010

hm, & yeh...

So, lately. this whole being "In Love" thing has been on my mind.. & #lowkey, i think i'm in it...? The idea bounces around my head quite often. I think about it literally, everyday..n shit. But, today. I've kinda just been sittin' around, ALL DAY. & it's kinda been on my mind.. ALL DAY. Then, suddenly, it finally came to my dumb ass..
IF I WAS IN LOVE, I WOULD KNOW IT.
There wouldn't need to be a question mark at the end of that statement; itd just be "I'M IN LOVE." ...simple as that. I hate how people make being in love a trend n shit & just feel the need to express every ounce of their emotions and affection to everybody in the world.. That's when the problems start. I'm completely fine with just me & him knowing what goes on between us. I don't need the whole worlds input on what I should do.. or what WE should do, because at the end of the day.... We have to live with the choices we made.. Now, as far as Jazzmyn goes.... I'm always concerned with someones reaction to what i do or how i feel. Which is definitely not a good thing.. But when i'm ready to admit to being in love, i won't need the feeling to be mutual... Someone elses feelings towards me shouldn't effect mine towards them.. When i'm ready, i shouldn't have to talk it over to make sure with my bestfriend or my mom, or anybody else in this world.. I shouldn't need all those little cute reasons, or cute quotes to prove my feelings. Anybody can come up with the cutest shit in the world... & not mean any of it. It's not that hard to do. So, the way I feel about it is.... I shouldn't need to explain it, It'd just just be real....& we both would know it. So yeh.. Right now, i'm not in love... But i can say i'm falling.....n shit. lol.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

YES!

#YouMad?....YOU SHOULD BE!! ♥